What are you looking for?
All I want
1 month ago · · BPD,
Is to tell you all the words that would make your heart melt. To show you all the ways you shine. To let you know exactly how special you are to me and most of all, any reason so you'd never leave.
I just want to wrap you up inside my arms and kiss your forehead as we slowly dance in the living room. I just want to look into your eyes and know I've found my forever home.
I just want to feel the gravity of your eyes, drawing me in. To feel your lips press up against mine as we slip into this divine comfort of certainty that this can last a lifetime, that this could last forever.
But then I wake and I'm cold and lonesome without you. Stuck in this reality where you never loved me. But you'll always love me in my dreams.
This is how it feels to have borderline personality disorder.