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Hmm ..Yes ! , That's exactly right I am Stalker and may be little bit of creep too. Or may be its just a human nature and there is nothing wrong about stalking someone. Urgh! Damn this is irritating when you feel both and bad and good at the same situation.
Oh ! now that you have read till here why don't you hear my story and decide which category do I belong to ?
It was Tuesday of a year end month I have completed my day and had my dinner then started to browse and switching between apps on my phone . Somewhere around 3rd or 4th switch I happend to open linkedin, started to go through important stuff first like people who viewed my profile and judge them or make an assumption about why have they viewied my bio , then next I moved to jobs available (it's always good to see what option do I have If I get fired from my present employer) and now finally I was going through news feed . After some 10 scrolls there she was, posted an update about certificate which says she has already cleared ctet and I was struck there for a moment .......flashes of recap ran in my mind and to be honest I don't remember much of memories but I do remember the moments where we broke up and It was Mutual
Wait ! Who am I kidding let me be honest she broke up and I had to accept that and I didn't take this in a good way . I was 21 when I had this break up and this relationship was my first ever introduction to love or infatuation what ever this crazy felling is ...obviously I was craving for this feeling so I did make few attempts to get back together but this only made worse she ended up blocking me in all social media and other possible ways of communication, but you know what I did text her few times on hangout chat box even though I know that she is not gonna reply and i might even mailed few times .....long story short after 4 years now I see her on my news feed . I didn't even think twice before opening her profile I just went for it even though back in mind I knew this would trigger a notification to her but at that moment I didn't care about all this I felt like I should know more about her and on her profile has info on job and work location and few certificates.Well over and all I was happy to see her she was doing her dream job which she had planned :) and now I have opened her profile picture and I don't feel anything cute and beautiful and all that .....but I just felt good seeing that picture the kind of feeling when you see a childhood picture of a friend .....some old gold days back then. I badly wanted to hit that message button and text her but this is where my brain took over the situation and made me exit LinkedIn .
The end !
So what do you think ! Am I a bad or good person 🤔
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ReplyCuriosity does not equal stalking. If you let it go after that you sir are completely ok
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