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I was driven to text a crisis line. But in the end they weren't much help it's almost no different than venting here since i wasnt planning to off myself yet. I didn't want the police here not today anyway. Though I wish they'd they'd take my abusive leeching drunk of a dad to prison. It's either him and mom or me. She can be just as bad. I shattered a plastic cup and glass picture. I had to clean it up don't want the dog to get hurt it's not his fault my dads a low life s o b. And that's what he called me btw because he's shitty to me for no reason. Got a sour lemon in his mouth cuz drugs make him wicked. I told them the truth and they can't stand it. Deny it like Trump denies covid now. Oh yes dad you're gods perfect angel. He said i dont do nothing ? Really now? I don't get mad for no reason. I Don't bother anybody. I stay to myself. They know this. I return his shitty attitude and it escalates. Yes I'm fkn angry at that , him on drugs taking misery out on me , and the fact he drained all my fucking bank accounts. On top of beating me 3 times. It makes me hopeless I can't escape. Makes me wanna die. I've suffered enough hell for one lifetime. I want vengeance Lord. I'm alone in this situation. Crisis line said they understood why I feel this way. Well yeah it's no fun being treated shitty everyday of your life with no escape and being told it's my fault them being crappy to me without reason. So I self harmed more. I mean Why not right? I don't matter to anybody clearly. I wanna off my dad he's just like my ex uncle. I wont but i wish something would repay him. God I wish they'd lock him up. Mother fucking leech ass bums. No wonder grandma set their sorry asses on the road i wish I'd never helped them. I get treated wickedly for good. There will be judgement someday dad you'll have to stand before God and hopefully he will dress you down for all the horrible treatment you've given me. You can't honor your parents when treated like garbage. I hate being alone in this situation.
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