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3 months ago · · may,
I make noises, loud and cheerful... but inside, I'm empty. I have nothing and I'm honestly gave up on love. No, not just romantic relationship but every type of love. I just can't handle it. I'm tired of getting hurt by the people I love and trust. I just want to vanish as if I never existed. They'd be better without me. I love them but I just don't know how to show it or how to even handle my emotions. I hate this, I hate myself. Why am I feeling this way?