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My role in my family’s dynamic
3 months ago · · teens, · Explicit
The role in which i played in my family dynamic was the "troubled middle child". I often caused much inconvience for my family. From a young age i loved adventure and pushing the rules and limits. Almost all of the time however that did nothing but get me into trouble. As i got older my behaviors became more risky and have had permant impacts on many relashionships in my life. I usually act out as a cry for help. I felt as if my feelings were never valid or of any importance to anybody but myself. As though my actions effected no one but me. When in fact i now realize it had much effects on my younger siblings because they felt as though they were neglected because i was always the main focus of attention. I was always the one getting in trouble and being rebellious. As well as my parents have always said they felt as if they failed as a parent because i never respected them nor did what they asked of me..When i was a young teen i got involved with drug and alcohol abuse along with hypersexuality. You can just begin to imagine how many issues i caused within my young teenage life. All the while my little brother was suffering with bullying and depression and yet never got any attention. Because yes i was the main focus:/ He told me years later and so i have had time to reflect and i genuinly am so sorry towards him as well as my parents.