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so i tried, to forget you
1 year ago · · Missing someone,
im at war with myself when it comes to the decision of, should i forget her. part of me desparately clings onto the words and pictures of her. everything and anything i have left of her is clung onto and her words are recited like a bible verse so i dont forget any of her. but part of me is so pained by any memory of her i stay awake screaming and crying im so sorry. and i am. im just angry i couldnt tell her im sorry. i can only tell my ceiling those words now. i have her brothers instagram. i could send him a message but i dont want to be blocked by the only link i have to her. i miss her and i will miss her until god reigns hell on earth.
happy holidays, natalie