What are you looking for?
I just don’t know.
1 year ago · · lesbian, · Explicit
I’m a 12 year old girl and I’m questioning my sexuality. Right now I’m leaning towards being a lesbian. This isn’t a post as to whether or not it’s okay to be who I am, as I have a very supportive family, but rather, I’m trying to figure out if I actually am gay.
Online quizzes aren’t a reputable source— I’ve already tried that and got a myriad of results (well, that was just for fun). That’s why I’m calling on anyone that’s listening to help me figure this out. Are there any signs of being a lesbian?
Here’s what I’m basing it off of: I like pointing out attractive women in movies and real life. I imagine kissing them. Then I imagine kissing a guy and I find I can’t imagine doing that. It seems very gross. Don’t even get me started about sex with a guy. I’d rather think about doing it with a girl.
I started questioning my orientation when I quit hockey— I was being bullied by a group of boys there and I saw the dark side of them. Then I started having dreams about dating a woman named Yvette. It made me happy when I finally kissed her.
I don’t know if I’m questioning myself only because of my experience with boys or because this is who I truly am. It might have been easier to tell if it hadn’t been around that same time of quitting that I discovered that LGBTQ existed.
So is there any way to tell if I’m truly gay?