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I hate cancer.
This ugly, monsterous, hate-ridden disease has took the person I loved the most. You fought for a year and three months; and it took you. Why have you done this? Why did you have to leave? You were supposed to live for twenty more years. You didn't get to me your great-grandchildren. You were my role model, and you were my rock. I went to you for advice, the only person I could talk to without getting yelled at or judged. You accepted me for who I was and who I developed into. I know you'll be with me.
Seeing you in the casket was not you; tears rolled down my face when I touched your cold hands, that were once always warm and soft. You were tired. You finally had went home to rest. You still had your glasses. Your hair was just right. I know you would probably yell at me for crying, but the pain I have each day aches my heart. I know I can no longer pick up the phone and call you whether for a random question about cooking, or to just talk about my day. You were always there for me. But I wasn't there for you. I should've been. The doctors said there was nothing I, or my family could have done.
I wanted to give you one last hug. I wanted to feel your warmth, feel your heartbeat, one last time.
Fxck you, cancer.
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She would be proud of you too.
Reply“Invite (all) to the Way of thy Lord with wisdom and beautiful preaching; and argue with them in ways that are best and most gracious: for thy Lord knows best, who have strayed from His Path, and who receive guidance.” [Noble Quran 16:125]
In other words I’m calling you to become a Muslim. You can ask me questions if you would like, but I’m not a sheik ( or like a priest) who knows everything.
Hope your feeling better soon and are able to cope with your emotions.
ReplyI have a secret for you- a lot of people you might know have probably encountered an expirience with cancerk wheather it is s loved one got cancer or they did, I think you could find somebody to vent to about it if you ever need to. also- if people yell at you for crying Fxck them
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