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Grief

1 week ago · 1 · Grief, +3


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I can mute the voice in my head but I can’t stop this slideshow.

Every night it’s playing pictures of her, one after the other.

During the day memories are superimposed over reality like an Instagram filter.

So when I walk past her room I can see her walking out the door.

I know it’s just a filter though and the door is really closed.

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  • r0se · 1 week ago

    those slideshows might not ever end. what's incredible though, is that soon enough, the things you see will bring you peace, comfort, and acceptance, instead of sadness and heartbreak. the memories will make you smile in nostalgia, they won't make you hurt as much. take it day by day, please. a piece of your heart will always belong to and with her, but whatever is left will become stronger - she will help you become stronger. i wish you the absolute best

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