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The Middle School Drama Chronicles- MSDC# 1: Should I block my "friend" who's friends with my ex-bully? Was I bullied in the first place? 01-18-2021
2 months ago · · Need Advice, · Explicit
This is very long so I'm sorry about that
TW: some vulgar language, mentions of nsfw and g//re fetishes and long term bullying
Long Context (January 2020-October 2020): So "ex-bully" sounds ridiculous but I also don't know if I was bullied so... For context my "friend" is K and the "bully" is D. I am 13F and K and D are 12F. I used to consider myself friends with them during 2019 shortly before the pandemic and a lot of people in school seemed surprised when I reported D for things she did in March 2020* to the Prefect of Discipline. Now I realize there was much more that she did, and much more that K enabled. From January 31-March 13 me and D were both friends with K. (I will ramble here but K stuck with her at first since she was "the only other leap year" and "entertaining". what the fuck). During quarantine though K wasn't able to contact D so we talked. It was fine and K does in fact acknowledge D's actions were wrong. But then around August- September D got Facebook so they started talking too. (One time K ranted about how "cool" D was and how peaceful she feels with her and something about sentiment. Before I just nodded at her but now... I kind of hate it here).
More or Less the Present (November 2020-January 2021): There are several reasons as to why I want to block K. First is the obvious I can't stand the fact that she is fine with D, what can I do right? Next is that our conversations have been so meaningless and dry for months now (November-January 1). We even talked again yesterday that conversation sucked too. Most of the time we just respond to each other with "hdrkgkdjrghkuhjiof" "WOOO" or "YE". Talking to her felt like a job for me at this point. My mother also mentions her and her anger issues when getting mad at me sometimes. That happened on New Years Eve, (the Cherry on Top of The 2020 Cake. Made with Infections and a cup of Cat Piss). So after the fireworks I told K that I'm "taking a break from messenger" but accidentally opened her message yesterday. My mom got mad at me and my sister that day. Not like it was related to talking to K but I deleted her as a contact last night. Now I just really, really want to block K, but she has other ways of talking to me (which she doesn't use) and I'll have to explain eventually. So should I?
What D did (November 2019-December 2020):
WHAT I REPORTED; Out of nowhere started acting really mean, to put it nicely. Suddenly decided to avoid me like the plague. Physically jumping away and yelling when I get near her?? Stole a lot of my friend's stuff randomly. Kicked my stuff out the classroom to "ban" me from the class. Talked about "cleansing me from the world". Would say my drawings are trash out of no where. The literal day I reported her told a kid she did the things she did to me to in 2018 that "oH SKy (me) Is moRe AnNoYIng ANd UgLy THan YoU"
WHAT I LEFT OUT; said racist things. constantly said the n-word (and of course, isn't black). Stole a lot of my friend's stuff so that they drew ship fanart of her and another schoolmate (her crush). enough to compile 30 pages of it. NOT including the gore-fetishy stuff AND written works. Suddenly decided to avoid other people like the plague. Choosing a random person each year to randomly overreact at (when they, dare I say, exist!!!11!1111!)
Do not get me started on what she did to her crush, H (13). I can do it myself. Flipped their skirt/pants several times in a sexual non jokey-jokey way. Before crushing on H ignored them and quote "acted like a jerk to them". made them cry multiple times ranging from 2015-2019. And when talking to K about talking to H (not to apologize, just to contact her again for the hell of it). Acted like H's entire. Individual. Self... was caused by her alone. I'm not even joking she said "Their like this because of me." And that's how K "motivated" her saying "Without you, H wouldn't be the H we know right?" which I'm rambling but that very much rubs me all the wrong ways.
Conclusion: So that's about it. It sounds cliché but thanks for reading my essay. I do hope that someone could give advice because I really do want to block K, but I don't want her to know. I don't know how to end things like this so that's about it for now. This is a repost since I didn't put tags in the last one. Thanks and have a good day/night!
unless your D or even K go eat a blanket/j