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Anyways, recently I’ve come to a very sad realisation. I’ve realised it like last year around November and every now and then I just think about it. It is the fact, that I’d probably have killed myself if I didn’t share a room with my sibling. Multiple times I’ve though about well you know, kicking the bucket and ending it, the only thing stopping me is the person I share a room with. Like when would I have had the chance to even attempt ending my life when she’s constantly home. I also don’t want my sibling to find me dead because that’s hella traumatic for her. Now you might be thinking, what about the toilet, well no because I share a singular toilet with 6. I would barely get enough time to overdose and not get caught or run a hot bath and hannah baker the whole situation before being interrupted with a knock. I’m also not allowed to have baths because it’s a waste of water. So yes, this is what’s on my mind. I guess i’m glad i haven’t killed myself yet, but at the same time i’m like meh i wouldn’t mind being dead right now because i’m alive for my family and friends and i’m not alive for myself.
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"I'm alive for my family and friends and I'm not alive for myself."
Same.
Replyme too but not my family. i petty them because at the end its just me, i have tried helping myself but i end up in the same hole i was before i. i got yous to the hole tbh i feel safe their :)
Reply"I'm alive for my family and friends and I'm not alive for myself."
That's what you have to do. This is your life! Whatever happens now, however you feel now, does not and will not be permanent. I promise you. Imagine all the amazing potential in your life you are just overlooking right now!
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