All need a physical contact from woman who truly loved me.

I don't know how long this covid pandemic lasts? I've been at the deep end of the depression and suffering. Last two week of this year, has been bad luck and unfortunate events. In a matter of time that I'll become a disturbed person or do something unhealthy. I know covid situation and rules. All I am asking for is a touch from a woman or a conversation with women that loved me for Who I am. I do have my family to talk to. But, it not the same. Video games, my hands, college virtual online, and sometimes employment if get more hours. Does helps me to get my mind off things for a while. Also, It has been 3 yrs of no intercourse also.