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I'm 20 years old. I'm too scared to identify as gender fluid and use they/ them pronouns. I'm worried all the time that I'm insane. I use a razor blade to self harm on my right outer thigh. I've tried to kill myself 3 times. And these are all secrets.
What others see:
She looks 13. She's trying to dress like a boy. She's kinda weird. She's full of herself. She's paranoid. She just has anxiety even though she says it's depression. She doesn't need help.
Oh how wrong is everyone about me.....
Was going to put my actual name in the title but got scared someone might know me.
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I just want you to know, that I support you very much. You are not weird at all, nor are you full or yourself for being an enby. You do need help and support, because it seems like you are struggling to stay alive. Do you need a virtual hug from me? Do you want me to help you try out some sentences by using they/them pronouns?
ReplyBy trying out they/them sentences I meant using them so you felt comftorable. Sorry if that came out the wrong way.
ReplyIt didn't come out wrong at all. Really thank you for your support, I appreciate it. I get the sense that if I started to identify using they/ them pronouns that my family and friends wouldn't be very supportive. I've mentioned other peoples stories to them and they always make it clear that they think there's only 2 genders. I tend to get into arguments about it but never explain that's because I don't feel like either fixed gender myself.
Replyoh, okay then. I really don't know what else to say. I hope you have a good day.
ReplyLol thanks!
Replyi am the same. i was scared to come out. teriffied really. i would build up my emotions and never express them. but please dont do that. tell them how you feel. who cares if they talk sh!t. because i dont. people can talk about what they want. but they might not reilse what they are doing. so tell them.
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