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i've always been insecure, its my fault for hating my body right. People tell me to hate it so i do. (this story is entirely my fault i think)- So my mom and step dad inv many people over - i have anxiety - so i was scared, i new them all but not good enough to feel comfy around them at all, so i was in my closet lights of and listening to music and crying- cuz i was scared - and my step cousin walks in, with my younger brother taking every other kid younger with them. i was the oldest in the room, so i put my playlist on for them to listen to. There is a 5 year old with severe autism and adhd, but she was hitiing everyone, but theere was a 1 year old in the room so decided to tell her to leave because there were little girls playing in the other room, and well im tellling her, her older brother starts insulting me- everything about me, EVERY SINGLE DETAIL, from my black eyeshadow, baggy sweatshirt and pants, and others -my pronouns are he/they- so he talks about my body, i was born a girl so my body makes me uncomfortable. then calling me fat, im 138 lbs and 5,3 so im not over weight but i feel like it. so i look at my body almost like i can see through my clothes- every single scar and self harm cut on my body, and i want to cry, so i kick every1 out and cried in my closet, yeah this si my fault, if i could of been a better person
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