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Being a gay crossdresser dating a femaLe
1 year ago · · Gay sex, · Explicit
So I'm a 29 year old male who's is 75% gay an a cross dresser. I've known I was gay sense as one grade when I started wearing dresses an thongs and watching gay porn at 9. I've always kept a girlfriend. To try to convince my self I wasn't gay. I didn't like being gay or just embarrassed about it. I had a lot of gay sexual experiences from 12 to 13 while having set with a girl for the first time at 12 which was cool at that time. At 19 I marred that girls twin sister cuz I thought she supported me being bisexual (she was the first person I came out to that didn't make fun of Me. So at 19 we have our own house so I start buying my cute lil pink thongs an dresses and sex toys I would dress up fully every weekend and she would use a dildo on me then out of nowhere it was to much for her and I moved out and she moved on cuz she knew it would never work. So now five years later I'm single wearing thong everyday under my boxers cuz I'm worried what other ppl think for some reason but I know that I'm gay or 75% cuz I still need sex with women so I wanted to try to date a man Nd get over my fears. But I meet this girl and after to weeks of dating I told her I was bi she was best friend an gf an she said she's glad cuz she likes bending men over an never had one let her. She was excited to have a bf who liked getting bent over. Now 4 years later we share all the thongs and dresses she knows I that I'm more attracted to men an I prefer dick over vagina she know I struggle every day with my sexuality I've never cheated but she thinks I will but I won't some days I feel straight an most the time I feel 90% gay an craves dick and cross dressing she loves being the man in the relationship cuz we pretty much change rolls at least deff during sex She the man an I'm the women she seriously gives me slot more dick then I give her. I'm so confused I really want some real dick but I can't IM GAY DATING A FEMALE the only think on my mind is is cross dressing and sex with men its been constantly on my mind. AM I WRONG FOR STAYING WITH HER WHEN I KNOW I NEED TO TRY DATING A MAN TO SEE IF IM ALL THE WAY GAY? KNOWING IM GAY STAYS IN FEMALES CLOTHS WHEN HOME AND ONLY SEXUALY AROUSED MY MEN AN DICK.