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Do you. . . ever feel happy?
I have "good" moods and bad ones.
but most of them are tinged with a (very) little bit of sadness.
but than there are the days where it all drops, and I want to sob, for hours, and hours, and hours. and . . . . I can't, I mean, I have to many things I need to do in my life, and crying, it isn't one of them.
Usually these. . . darker moods come after I've gotten a good sleep, and that's part of the reason I've been skipping out on so much sleep.
Well, there are the nightmares, but those, they come with the insanity, the delusions of the white room.
The white room is. . . a smooth-walled room, with shattered glass coving the floor, and blood. . . so much blood. . .
and it usually comes when I tap on this reality to hard, it shatters, and the parts just become more of the glass covering the floors, and then, I start over again, and build it all up again, into this world.
I often wonder if this world is even real, or if this world is just a way to distract myself from the VERY REAL pain that comes from the white room. a room stained with MY blood. a room that appears if I just tap something to hard,
I don't know what's real anymore!
The physical AND emotional pain from there? or the emotional pain here?
What's real?
I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!
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you probably have depression
ReplyYeah, probably.
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