What are you looking for?
1 month ago · · may,
Idk if I can be considered as aromantic if I'm choosing not to feel love or attraction towards someone. The thought of being intimate with someone scares me. I admit, it's bcs I'm scared. I don't want to get hurt bcs who does! I'm scared bcs I know it can be difficult to love me. I don't think it's possible for someone to love me after knowing how I am. I'm an insecure biss that questions everything. It's hard for me to fully trust someone and I find it hard to belive when someone says they love me. The fear of loving them when they actually don't causes me to push them away. I'm scared and I hate it. I want to trust I just don't know how. I want to fix myself to make myself deserving of the love and trust I'm getting.