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1 month ago · · Love,
Hello everyone who's reading this. I'm a person with very soft heart. I take very small things also very seriously!!!!
This is my story of love which couldn't be successful.
When I was 4 year old I was shifted to a new house and there my life changed.
The place which I live before was an area where very less/no girls lived at my age group.
I never encountered any girl of my age group at that time. My first and second month was good but I missed my old friends very much as I remember. I didn't made any friend at that time. So, I used to play with my younger brother who was 1 year old. I love to play with him as he was very cute child.
I used to live in a joint family till 8 years. It was a memorable memory which I never wanted to erase.
Till the age of 5 year I never encountered any girl of my age group casually as I never me anyone nearby. I used to play in school but when I came back home I never go to play as I don't know anyone nearby. I used to play in home or watch television.
My life started to change when my Grandma started to introduce me to other children of my age group. I then started making friends and after a week I see her first time. She used to live beside my home but I never knew my neighbours as I was not so much friendly. I took small things very seriously and I love animals also. So my all friends used to hit street dogs, cows, etc. I felt very bad seeing that and I used to stop them also but no one else stop them except her. She used to stop them with me but we never talk to each other from mouth but from eyes.
I was introduced to her from my friend as I was very shy I can't introduce myself to her. I started to gain soft corner for her but I was never comfortable talking to her.
When I go to play I never allowed anyone to play without her. We never talk to each other directly but with eyes we talk everything. We use to play whole days on weekends. I was really good in studies and she also. So sometimes there were small ego clashed during any competition during any festivals.
I started to feel for her. I used to gave her flowers from my gardens whenever I go to play. I talked to her after half an year (my whole story looks fake but it's all real and I'm not making or adding story from anywhere else) when I was introduced to her.
We spent almost whole day together and her behaviour slowly changed for me with time. We enjoyed our first day and talked whole day together. It was a memorable day for me.
(it's spoiler for story don't read if you want to continue with story)
But with time I came to know that she used to feel for me from my friend's friend (or her best friend) during a game 'Truth and Dare'.
(If you didn't read that then continue with story or if you read that then also continue with the story)
When my school gets over it was very hard time to spend 4 hours at home as I love to play and also loved her. In my house rules were made which we all have to follow stictly as I'm a Brahmin (but I never used to follow the rubbish caste system by my family follows partially). So I can't step out of my house at afternoon.
My life was enjoyable. I was having common schedule for weekdays and same schedule for weekends. I used to watch cartoons, Discovery (Man vs Wild was my favourite) , films (especially Tollywood movie).
We all used to celebrate all festivals with fun and we never missed a single festival.
My normal life changed at the time of Diwali when we all were bursting crackers and enjoying, suddenly a mirchi bomb burst near her palm. So I rushed to her and took her to my house, thank god that she was fine. Then my mother bandaged her palm and afterward she came back and then we were going back to the place where we all were bursting crackers. My crackers were bursting simultaneously and it was a beautiful moment at that time as the sky was filled with different colours.
In the way to the place she hold my hands and told that she is scared of crackers as one of the cracker burst near her palm. So I told her what to do, then she told me that return to home and we will she the beautiful sky together. I wanted to burst cracker but for her I convinced myself.
When I returned back to home then we went to the top floor of my house (5th floor).
We were alone and and seeing the sky then by mistake I put my palm over her finger. To be honest I didn't noticed that and then gradually she pulled her finger out of my palm. I was so excited to watch the sky.
After sometime she hold my finger and she told me about herself. I listened to her and she then told me about our relation indirectly. I was so innocent that I couldn't get what she tried to tell me. I then again started watching the sky. Then she again started to speak and after sometime she hold my hand. I noticed this and turned toward her then she told me directly--"_____ tum mujhe bahut aache lagte ho, I Love You _____."(I know that you are not believing this and thinking this as a Typical bollywood movie script but it's true it really happened). After this I was shock as well as confused. I also confessed her that--"Tum mujhe shuru se aachi lagti ho". After that time we both were very much happy together. She kissed me on my cheeks and it was one of the greatest feeling I ever had.
But everything has an end.
After a 2 Months later I was shifted to a new house. But that was one of the best 2 months I ever lived in my life.
My first love was not successful as I shifted to another city and I never got her phone number. I would love to talk to her again as I used to do in my childhood. I never had any break up with her but mutually or indirectly we were separated.
If you want I will share my 2 months with her which was awesome.
I would love to get your reply if you really read this.
I will love to share my other stories of my life if you want.
Thanks for reading this.