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2 months ago · · Crush,
I don't know how many updates I did but this is a new one. I forgot to write about this two weeks ago but that crush is now my boyfriend. He asked me out on our date. We spent valentines day together and ever since then we've been hanging out and I love every second of it. I turned 18 and he's turning 17 next week. I already have his present for him lmao. I am planning to go work after school is out. So whenever I get enough money to move out I will be ready. Hopefully my boyfriend will come too. It feels like we've been together for months but no. We've been friend(close friend) for years. I feel so close to him and I feel like he's the one. I don't want to let him go. Saturday I am suppose to meet his dad. I'm scared and nervous about it. I never had a dad or dad figure in my life, so I am scared to meet him. I love him so much so I gotta be brave when I meet him. We were looking at apartments for two hours and I told him that he needs sleep and I'll call him in the morning. Man he makes me feel weird. I had this feeling before but only once. I feel like I am going to explode but when he is near he calms me down but then he also makes me tik like a explosive. I have butterflies just thinking of him. We're going to have struggles in our lives but we will get through them. I know we're early in our relationship but we promised and I know not all relationships work out but I know this one will.