My Timed Entry

i wanna break down and cry sometimes

i love him but i don't

i know he doesn't like me

he probably hates me

maybe not hate but definitely doesn't feel the same way

its just like it could never happen

he probably sees nothing in me

it would NEVER work

maybe it could but that's just me

he would never love me

NEVER

he sees nothing in me

i don't like him but i do

i don't know anymore

he's not my type

but he's someone i could see something with

something special

i don't know

i love him

no i don't

see that's the problem

i don't know anymore

he would never choose me

it's always that blonde girl

the girl that you wish to be

the girl that everyone looks at when she walks past

the girl that you would do anything to be

the girl that wishes she was someone else but you wish to be her

the girl that has the perfect body

the girl you just want to be

as you finally start feeling confident then look back on her and realise maybe your not that confident anymore

he would never see anything in me

it just wouldn't happen

he's too much for me

the type that would be going out with blonde, perfect body, blue eyed girls

i'm sorry i love him

but he would never see anything in me

or maybe he would?

-a