I lost my virginity to my gay neighbor. I sorta regret it.

I was a confused, horny, and depress teenager at the time. My gay neighbor was two older than me. Either the gay neighbor knew I was horny or being depressed being rejected by women.

It all started by inviting me over to his house to watch cable tv and the internet. It the early 2000s before Wifi was popular. We were having a simple conversation about teenage stuff. Then, he asks me about having intercourse with a gay guy. I told him, that I am not interested. He understands and not talk about it for a while.

By the third visit, I don't what he said to me or what emotions came over me. I agreed to have intercourse with him. After intercourse, I was disappointed it was too short and he was already tried during the intercourse. So, I kept coming back to see him. To get more intercourse and more experiences. This is the time where I became "bi-sexual" until my second year in college. But, I stop seeing him due to his drug addiction, domestic problems, bad timing, and losing interest in me.

The last gay intercourse was with a classmate from a different class at college. During the time, I try to get to know nice women from class. Unfortunately, some were taken, married, or have children. So, I decided to date guys for a while. However, I and the guy decided to have intercourse in the men's restroom. I tried to get turn on or finished the session. I couldn't do it. Even the guy tried to help me to turn it on. I almost finished it. Until someone came into the bathroom and interrupted me.

Then, it hit me. I am not "Bi". I lost my virginity to a gay neighbor who wanted my big d and fresh meat. Now. I regret it. I could lose it to a woman. If I am more patient and more mature.