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I just want to die. Every day is harder than the previous, I dont even want to live but my life is built by other people. I am a burden to everyone I know, a money-sucking, energy-wasting mood-killer. The only thing stopping me from killing myself is the fear that I'll scar people that know me, which will carry on my existence of being a burden. Everything is pain and I dont want a future. I have a therapist but she always tells me to "think of the future" and "imagine a future you'd want to live" but I dont. I dont want to live any longer, I'm just a waste of space and time. I've cut out all the people I used to like, such as friends and some family so I'm trying to reduce the laating burden I have on people... Anyways .. I'll try live another day
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Thank you for sharing these feelings. I know how you feel. It can be so hard feeling like this. You don't have to punish yourself for feeling this way.
ReplyOrder a hoodie online. Like, a nice hoodie. One that you would really, really want to wear.
Or just something you really really want. Nothing to extravagant, nothing that would make you feel guilty for buying, but something that you would want to immediately take out of the box and try out.
You probably won't believe me if I told you you're worth it, you aren't just taking up space (you aren't so stop telling yourself you are), so I'm trying an alternative.
Wait for it to get there. Whatever you ordered, wait for it. Don't do anything negative to yourself till it gets there.
It'd be a waste of money if you died or disappeared before it got there, right? And it would also be a waste of money and material if you only got to use it one time after you get it, right? So you can't do anything to yourself after you get it, at least until you get a couple uses out of it.
At least try it, please.
Replyyoure not alone in how you feel
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