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1 month ago · · Relationship, · Explicit
You disgust me. The fact that it is possible for a human to be so fucking evil scares me. Because of you I’ve lost all faith in the goodness of humanity. You fucking disgust me bella. Every time that I see you I feel like vomiting. Every time I hear your voice my head starts to spin. I can’t stop thinking about the things you did to me. The things you made me do. It hurts to see my own friends shunning me, while they get along so well with you, the girl who abused me, over and over and fucking over. It makes me sick that a psycho like you exists, that there are more like you. It makes me so angry that you can so easily just get on with life, while I have lost everything and everyone that I hold close. You fucking disgust me. But most of all, I disgust myself, for being so foolish as to fall into your trap. The trap you laid out so skilfully with your lies and manipulation, so I would be completely dependent on you, unable to think for myself. It makes me sick.