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1 month ago · · Love,
Life is hard. I always hold my head up high and act like the things you say don't hurt me, but they do. They really do. But I'd never tell you that. I'd always joke with you and go along with whatever you say. Because I've always believed everything you say.
My father once asked me that if you told me to jump of a cliff, would I do it. And I told him no. Because that's what he wanted to hear. He wanted to think that I would control my actions and do the logical thing. But in truth, I would. I would do anything you say. No matter what. I don't care if it would hurt me. I would die for you. Not even kidding. I would hurt myself just to save you from pain.
I'm getting off track. I want to apoligize. For everything. All the pain I know I caused you. All of it. Don't say that there isn't any. I know there is. I've said things that hurt you in the past. I know I have. But I'm done doing that now. I promise.
I hope you can forgive me.