What are you looking for?
1 month ago · · Explicit
I feel like everything is connected. Im just going to write whatever pops up in my mind despite how dumb it may look. Just the raw me. the other day I was high as fuck and the world just seemed to align. I felt like I was about to die. My thoughts turned into an actual voice. Other than my own. Talking about I'm about to meet my maker. The world looked beautiful. My awareness was on my view of the world itself. I was going thru pain. it was worth it tho. My body was getting numb on the left side. Im probably close to dying. Those thc carts are unhealthy. Its worth it tho. The fear I felt. The paranoia. The taste of death. Makes you really appreciate being alive. To me ik hell is real. Makes me happy that I'm alive right now and able to avoid that hell that I believe in. reality is confusing but there's one thing I know. Your mind is your reality. Whatever you believe and whatever you accept becomes real. Stuck with you for an eternity. if God isn't real. he is now. My soul will create that God. The voices in my head. where do they come from. Where do we come from. What is this energy. What are we. What is us. what is reality. does knowledge even matter in the end. by the time you learn what you need to learn. Your youth is gone. 22 and I'm learning the important things at an age where its too late. I'm already supposed to have my career. now I have to live a life so someone else's life after me can be better? Nah. I want myself to be great. i have the potential to be the greatest. I know that. will I be. NO. its too late. My potential is gone. Thats how life is set up.