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My Unsent Letter to my Rapist
2 months ago · · Unsent Letter,
Though I still struggle with what you did to me when I was ten, I forgive you. You hurt me and vandalized my innocence. You were a father figure in my eyes, as my real father wasn't in my life. You raised me up until that point where you needed to satisfy your urges. Though I forgive you, Phillips, I will never look at you like I did when I was young. You have lost your rights to the name, "Dad," and there is absolutely nothing but admission and an apology that could make it even inch it's way back. I just wish that you could feel the guilt that others would have. I wish that you could have felt the pain that I did. I wish that you could just understand how gruesome and terrible it actually was. You convinced my mother that I was mentally ill, CPS too. Now, because of you, I do have mental illnesses. You notice that I made that plural? Yes, Phillips, you gave me more than one.
However, like I had said before, I forgive you for what you did to me, as I know that the actions you have committed against me will sooner or later come back to haunt you. One day, karma will come and embrace you in her loving justice. You will get what is coming to you, I assure you. Until then, I will sit idle, awaiting for the day that it comes. I wish you the best of luck throughout your life, and I hope that you never do this sort of thing to anyone ever again. If you ever do, I hope you didn't evade punishment like you did with my case. Have some humility. Some courage. Something. Go through with what you have started.
I'm sorry that you felt the need to hurt me. I'm sorry that you felt the need to take advantage of me. I hope you never feel that way ever again.
Good Luck Mr. Phillips,