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2 months ago · · help,
I feel so much pain inside. I'm exerting a lot of force of will power to not think about suicide because of how bad this inner emotional pain feels. It hurts like something real. It hurts so much. I feel so alone. So unwanted. I feel utterly like such a waste of existence and obsolete/expendable/unimportant. It feels so painful. And I'm so alone. I can't talk to anyone. I just have to carry it. And I keep experiencing life problems. And it's frustrating. I feel like I'll never heal. And be alone forever. And I feel so sad so hurt. It's such a deep deep horrible pain inside. It hurts so much. But I don't want to give up