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2 months ago · · Loneliness
Today is sad. Everyday is the same thing, My for you page on tiktok keeps telling me that tomorrow is another day and that things will get better as the days go on but the thing is, everyday is the same. I wake up, watch tv, sleep, wake up again and cry. This is my daily routine. Today was even worse because my mom came home today. Something about her presence just makes me feel worthless and hopeless. It´s not like she does it on purpouse its just that I am so uncomfortable atound her that catch myself acting like a completely different person around her. Sometimes I just wish she would leave. Not permenately but just for a week or month. She just drains me mentally and physically. I am probably being dramatic because im a ¨teenage girl¨ and all so I will try to tell myself that from now on and maybe it will make me feel better. Just to say I typed this entire thing basically with my eyes closed because I don´t have my glasses on and I can´ even read what I am typing sorry about that lol.