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so it all started back in 2020. I was 'stalked' by this Indian worker under my block. every time I am under my block, I will cry and worry if the same thing was going to happen. this was the time I faced sleepless nights as every time I closed my eyes, the whole incident replayed and I saw it clearly.
after this, it was my mom's boss, aka, my mom's ex-boyfriend. nope, my mom is not a divorcee, but both me and my mom went over multiple times to this boss's house to stay and they allegedly had a relationship and was deciding to marry one another after some time. I was unemployed so I decided to go help them out in the office. I understand a boss's role, but it was really hard for me to deal with it. he scolds me for being useless as a 20 year old lady every time I did something wrong, that I should know everything by that age. I am also a very emotional person. I knew that I was hot-tempered so to control my anger and my tears from bursting out, I hurt myself with my nails, and thus causing numerous of scars on my arm. I did it till a point whereby I don't realise that I was doing it anymore and it became a habit to do that every time I wanna control my tears from coming out.
and it was until now, where I started to do it even more frequently than before. I don't know what is happening to me. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I am even more far away from understanding myself as I don't know myself inside out.
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