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For many years of my childhood, I had been sexually and verbally assaulted by my uncle. At that time, he was living with my grandparents and whenever we were visiting them, he used to grab my boobs, ass, wanted me to sit on his lap and always said to me that he will marry me and doesn't want me to grow up because I am his. This was when the trauma started...
He got my number, texted me everyday and said that he will marry me and that I can't tell my parents anything, because he will blame me. He once forced me to watch p*rns with him. He had sent me voice mails, whenever he was masturbating and moaning...
After 3 years of assault, he wanted to go further and touch me more and my parents weren't at home. So I went to the bathroom, locked the door and waited for my parents to arrive... I told my mum about it, she confronted him and doesn't have contact with him anymore. She doesn't want my dad to know, because she would loose her family. I understand her too...
Now after 5 years, he is chasing me in my dreams. He is raping me in my dreams. I can't close my eyes, because I see his face.
I don't feel strong enough to cope with this trauma...
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If you can afford it see a therapist who should go through this with you and show you how to heal from it. If you don't have the money for a therapist at least see a counselor.
ReplyYes, I have been thinking about that. I am living in a country, where medication and doctor appointments are free, so I guess I'll take this step. Thank you <3
ReplyI’m sorry that happened to you and that you are dealing with the trama to this day, that must be very difficult. Maybe try to see a therapist if you can. I know that it is easier said than done sometimes, but if you can get in with a therapist, they can help you start to heal.
ReplyThank you a lot, to hear such comments make me feel better. I'll try that. xoxo
ReplyI agree, see a therapist if you can! I’m so sorry you had to go through this terrible experience. I too have went through sexual assault and it’s something scary that feels like it will haunt you forever but you are stronger than what has happened to you. You got this 💜
ReplyThank you, you got this too. It is a extremely bad experience, sadly most of us are going through that... ♥️Bless your sweet heart.
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