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My Unsent Letter
1 month ago · · Stress, · Explicit
What did I do wrong. Did you just choose a random reason just to leave and for you to be all by yourself? Why couldn't we just talk it out like normal people. Why couldn't you see my point of view like I did with you? I still visit your family. Your niece and nephew have been abandoned sooo many times, that it's my duty to not just drop and leave them too. I'm simply their human. You made me not want to be with any dudes. I've risen my standards. Now it's hella hard for me to find someone new. Music is the only thing that gives me hope that love isn't full of shit. I've tried VERY hard to make and keep you happy, but I've never received the same. No matter what I do it was never enough. You were so sweet, but very cruel out of nowhere. I know I deserve better, but you made me feel like why do I deserve better. Nothing good ever last. All the men in my life aren't in my life. I've always raised myself to not depend on a dude. And I don't. SHIT you couldn't even remember my birthday!! 3 years of on and off you never said happy birthday to me once. It's not hard to remember. I was the one always planning to go out. I literally gave you a warning when you asked me out. You agreed, but was weak as fuck about it. Now I never let one red flag slide with you and you got pissed at the end, because I called you out on your bullshit. Typical men, sorry I mean boys not being able to handle when a gal is putting her foot down. I am sad and mad at you. And you're dead to me.