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@Who Am I?
6 months ago · · Thinking Deeply ,
In some of my darkest moments or when I am feeling half of a whole, I would think as if there is another person in me. I guess you would call it a second persona, a second identity even. Idk.
Whenever I think about who I am, regarding both my life as well as identity, I feel as if my persona is watching my back. They either give me good advice, or give me terrible thoughts that make me hate myself because I think I'm doing something wrong.
There are other times, when this persona makes me want to think and question myself. Who I am? Is this right? What more am I? My therapist said that thinking like that makes me 'insightful'. I know in a way it's a good thing, but I would sometimes think that trying to look too deeply within would be my downfall.
I get better at understanding my persona, but at times I feel as if they are a stranger to me that clings onto my back. So I ask myself, 'are you here to bring me good? or are you here to bring me down?'