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It's been a long time

2 years ago · 1 · fat


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I haven't written on here in months. I tried to kill myself. Sort of. I quit my job, gave away or spent all of my money (all of it), put a belt around my neck, and... I couldn't do it. I messaged my last friend and that was that.

I regret not being able to kill myself. I still want to die. I want the courage to die.

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  • Novni Guest · 2 years ago

    I know. I've felt the same way before. It sucks it really does, however, you're worth more than you think, it might not seem like it right now but things will get better. It's no mistake that you decided not to kill yourself. That means you are here for a reason. You have a purpose. You have people that love you, God loves you whether you believe in him or not, and he put you on this earth for a reason. I don't know you, but I care for you and I hope that you get better. Don't give up when times are tough. Ask for support. It's okay to ask for help. It doesn't make you weak, It makes you human.

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