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Last year I cheated on my boyfriend and I deeply regret it. I told him about it and he forgave me but I can't stop punishing myself. It happened last year around late March and ended in late April. The guy called me Princess a lot and whenever he tried calling me Baby or something my boyfriend called me and I'd tell him that was off limits. I remember we just face timed a lot and my boyfriend and I were distant. I remembered the guys favorite color was purple. When he ended things he told me he knew I wasn't gonna leave my boyfriend. I told my boyfriend about it later on and I felt guilty and remorseful to the point I couldn't eat and I couldn't sleep. My brother didn't know what was going on, but he had to stay in my room till I fell asleep. I try to avoid the color Purple as much as I can. I hate that color because it reminds me of how much I hurt my boyfriend because it was the guys favorite color. I bought an amethyst today for my friend and myself and didn't think much of it but now I can't stop crying over it. My boyfriend has healed and moved on but I can't. I made a horrible mistake, and it's been a year and I still can't move on.
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It sounds like all you did was talk to a guy, flirt a little and show interest. There's nothing wrong with that! True love often takes years to develop, that's the whole point of being young and exploring your options... You always come back to the one you live, whoever that may be. So I think you should feel happy that you strayed a little but it made you realize who you love. Don't feel bad, it just made you more sure of yourself with your bf!
ReplyIt's not your fault, like in a relationship too you have the right to talk to a guy or just be friends with him. Cheating would be when you date him or make out with him. In fact, you should be happy that you realized who your true love is and that person also truly loves you. That's the only thing matters b because there are so many people out there who don't even get a chance to be happy and get that feeling so just be grateful and happy with him!!!
ReplyI cheated on my ex, and I don't know how to get over it. I feel like it changed me completely as a person. I used to be able to see myself as a good person, but I can't do that anymore. I didn't tell my ex because he was so hurt about breaking up. I'm not redeemable. And I don't know if I ever had feelings for the guy I did stuff with, but seeing him or anything that reminds me of him just reminds me of the horrible person I am.
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