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Am I the only one that whenever thinks that everything is going okay for the first time, the next thing something happens and messes up everything... Someone asked me yesterday how am I doing and I said I'm doing better and today something happened that pushed me back into that fucking hole... Am i jinxing it? Why on earth does the world doesn't want me to be happy... I'm trying everything but I end up hurting people, I end up saying things that makes people hate me, I make people feel bad about themselves. I'm worthless, I'm doing everything but I still end up like this... Should I just end it all? I've been trying for so long... I'm so tired, I just wanna be free... Should I just emd everything? Cause I don't wanna hurt anymore... It's hurting....
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Your opinions and beliefs are coloring your view of things. Life itself does not know good from bad. It only knows what grabs your attention and it gives you more of that. Someone else may see what you experience and might completely ignore all of the things that does not fit their narrative about things or they might see them as opportunities and learn from them. When you learn a lesson, you don't repeat the lesson. You move on. Change your point of view and life will follow your lead.
Replylive for yourself darling, you´ll always get hurt if you live your life trying to please others. i learned this the hard way.
much love to you <3 you´ll get through it and one day you will be better.
ReplyYou have to stop being so harsh on yourself. You are human and you cannot magically just have no feelings of sadness and everything go perfectly. Instead, you have to take one day at a time. I have felt exactly as you are right now and do very often. However, the older I get I have realised I have to let myself be sad aswell as happy some days. I promise things will get easier :) and you are stronger than you know!
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