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1 month ago · · Stress,
I have burnt out and crashed
I have failed my semester in uni and I know I can't drop it. My exams are pointless know since it won't help my grade. My mental health is bad.
I think I need a year off, the tension has finally hit my body. First it was my mind when I couldn't care even if a wanted too. Assignments worth 30% of my grade looked the same as a worthless piece of paper.
I've been told to stop and now it's not just me who realised but my family too.
I had an allergic reaction which was severe enough to leave my in pain for more than 4 hours. It hurts a lot.
I woke up and the tole on my body is so bad. I've never felt this exhausted but not tired. My arms feels like noodles and I'm scared if I turn the wrong way the pain will be back.
I feel blank
I don't know what to do, do I take a semester off to breathe and than catch up later. Will I be able to care by that time. I don't know. It's so tiring but Ive put myself in this position now.
I can see my family actually start caring and it feels weird like I want to cry but It feels like I already have. My body doesn't want to move, just typing this is putting some strain on me.
I don't know anymore. Any advice or encouragement will be helpful.