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1 month ago · Thoughts, · Explicit
I'm a mixed bag of emotions right now. There's a fucking drunk in there who just fell in the floor 20 minutes ago maybe then cusses oh I think I broke my foot continually slouching passing out refusing to lie down. So he falls into the floor knocking crap from his table onto the floor mom gets up twice to clean his spilled soda up and whatever.shes pissed . Really. He just sits there says what is tomorrow I'm getting the fuck out of here tomorrow despite us doing not one thing to him. Once he gets up he says rude bullshit to me. I just ask mom if she needs help cleaning because she's got a bad knee and hobbles around but she says no. I still hear him in there dropping stuff. I held my tongue because you can't argue with a drunk and win. It'll just piss me off like in times past then he'll fall asleep n not remember it when he wakes up leaving me wanting to kill him in a sense so angry 😠. Well good GTFO of here were sick of your fucking week and a half mouthy drunken stupor. Twice he's talked shit about me tonight.. I hate all of it ok. I'm just trapped here and other family don't care about me or my problems as I've saw my aunt blocking me on FB telling her how he is she has the 🖕not my problem mentality but when something offends her or whatever it's her caling dad here going wahh wahh wahh wahh wahh wahh wahh wahh wahh wahh about it. This is why I hate my family. What use are they having a family or relatives if they don't care if you live or die and don't have your back in times of need or trouble?. I feel so alone and trapped here. It's horrible. I'm tired suffering this hell and misery. This is why some people off themselves no way out.
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