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1 month ago · · Depression, · Explicit
I feel like everywhere I go and everything I do hurts the people around me and myself. Like with my parents, my dad bashed the fuck out of my mum until she left with me and 1 of my siblings and got a new boyfriend. Who then raped my sister and I and also bashed my mum til the point where we left and got a new step dad who was really good to us kids but always yelled at my mum and then I ran away to my nan because she got addicted to drugs and didn't care about us kids, when I was at my Nans I felt safe for the first year but then my brother (who lived with her beforehand) started beating into me and tried to kill me and all my nan could do is laugh so I ran away (with they were pissed about) to my aunty. Who now does not care about me and it's only been like 4 months she's being an absolute cunt because her bf cheated on her and idk what to do and I just need help, I have no one left to go to. My boyfriend's being supportive but that's not really working I just want to kill myself but can't because of him