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I already hit myself, but I kinda wanna see what happens if I slash my thigh... Thankfully it's more of wonder rather than an urge, I don't think I'll actually do it.
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I was right! I stopped wondering.
ReplySo you stopped hurting yourself? Is that what you mean?
ReplyNo, I still do hurt myself (Hitting my head). I was wondering what would happen if I cut my thigh, but the thought went away, and it made me happy because I didn't want to hurt myself even more.
ReplyWell, I'm glad you don't want to hurt yourself; I'm honestly happy to hear that!!
Why do you harm yourself, then?
ReplyWell, it started as a way to stop crying, I remember slapping myself once (I think it was October 2020?) without even thinking. After that I couldn't stop, and it turned into something to relieve anxiousness,
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ReplyOhh, that sounds rough to be honest..,Self harm 'helps' in the rush of the moment, I guess. But it gets destructive before and after it's done?
Do you feel guilty of anything? Or maybe are you feeling like everything which happens to you is unfair?
ReplyWell, I was raised in a way that I would most likely get yelled at by my father if I had a "bad attitude," so I kinda just stopped being able to communicate. So that's why I first hit myself I guess, I had no other method of letting it out.
ReplyI see..., I have an abusive father as well. Well, to let my frustration out, I simply watch anime or come here and try to help others. It helps me.
It sucks, doesn't it? Like he could have just tried to have a conversation, but no. They instead, end up torturing us mentally.
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