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its really late at night and i decided to get on an anonymous chatting website. im usually very good at pointing out grooming and 18+ behavior but tonight i met a guy online and for some reason i said fuck it and continued to flirt. one thing led to another and we essentially sexted. hes 17 and im 16 but i feel so disgusted. ive never done this. im a horrible child. what have i done. this is giving me more of a reason to off myself i feel so fucking disgusting. im shaking. i feel guilty, disgusting. like layers of filth are building up on me. what have i done.
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Legally if he is 17, most areas would say it is between minors, but even that is murky waters; had he been 18 with you being a minor still, the law would say an adult is using power differences in agency to enact their will on someone. If both parties do not have full power of attorney over themselves, then it is looked at as "They're not ready yet to be acting like adults in this way." It is safety stuff, and sparing from possible life-altering events that could mentally and emotionally harm a young person. We are glad you are safe, and we want you to be able to enjoy each chapter of your life in a way that helps you grow and become more of your awesome self. You'll meet your one when both of you are ready; this is how it went meeting my one.
ReplyHey. You are not discussing. You’re not gross. You are not any of the words flying through your head. You are beautiful. And loved. And it’s okay. I promise. You don’t need to kill yourself. Now I don’t know but I feel like you probably come from a religious background and so do I. if not then don’t worry about reading the rest of this. Just know that you’re okay. There is so much shame surrounding sex and loving yourself and doing things like this in the church. But God doesn’t shame. If you believe that he created sex then that means he would want you to find pleasure in it. Not shame. Or self hated. I’m really bad at explaining this because I’m still working though it myself but the YouTuber “God is Grey” is really good with going though this. I really hope you can allow yourself to find the love that God has for you. (Again don’t know if you believe in God or care about any of what I’m saying.) But if you do. God still loves you. And he want you to keep living.
Replybreathe. have a shower and hug yourself tight. you aren't disgusting. you're a human being and nothing you did warrants these feelings. it's okay. remember to breathe.
Replyno, hun. It isnt at all your fault. It happens. you need to forgive yourself. take some deep breaths
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