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1 month ago · Thoughts, · Explicit
Mom you don't have to be such a fucking bitch to me. I get tired of you taking your rage anger and misery out on me because of what dad does you have built up. I just try to talk to you ask questions. I'M NOT YOUR FUCKING SCAPE GOAT. I GET SO FUCKING SICK YOU DOING ME THIS WAY. I'm not a fucking pinata. Take your bullshit out on somebody else. I wish you fucking people never moved back in with me. All you ever did was make my life hell from your fucking drug and alcohol addictions. Don't you think I got feelings? Or do you not care? Sometimes you get sarcastic with me when I say don't use those mean tones with me you say in a smart ass hurtful way "what you want me to talk to you like a little baby?" NO BUT I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE A BITCH TO ME EITHER SARCASTIC. MY GOD I'VE SUFFERED ENOUGH ABUSE FOR MORE THAN 1 LIFETIME HERE I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE I FUCKING GIVE UP 😦😔😯😯😣😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 why was I ever born? Just to know abuse hurt sorrow pain? The last 3 plus years of my life have been hell thanks to you miserable using abusive unstable drug and alcohol addicts. I wish I wasn't born in this flesh nobody talks to me nobody cares for me I just idk this gets so tiring and so hopeless feeling alone. A crisis line just told me to journal. Yay that solves all life's problems 😃😔😭😠NOT. Don't be a fucking bitch to me mom just because you're so fucking miserable. Your mom n dads never did this to you and dad. I'm tired suffering. Just cuz I tell you you smoke too much you go through the roof on me. I don't want you to end up like grandma I told this before. You post on Facebook sayings like you're crazy. No kidding it's true but everybody else thinks it's a joke. I'm tired of having misery took out on me from you and dad. Youre not happy or him thats not my fault.You don't have to be a bitch to me. I so need a long vacation somewhere far away. It amazes me my snob family relatives never ever ever invite me to come stay with them. Any of them. Only ones who really cares for me is God and the dog.
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