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1 month ago · Angry, · Explicit
Its hard to love people who continually treat you like shit. Family, parents etc. First it was my mom then perhaps 10 minutes ago my dad was being a complete asshole. FOR NO REASON. When I return his shitty remarks to him mom goes don't start (of course I'm always to blame no matter what fuckinv denial complex mother fuckers). I go"he's the one opened his mouth starting shit". Just fucking bes an asshole for nothing to puss me off. IS THIS WHAT I GET FOR BEING A GOOD PERSON ALMOST MY WHOLE LIFE??
?????? All i did was go get a drink of milk and tell mom goodnight despite her being a bitch to me earlier. you can tell he still hadn't totally slept his drunk off. I have every right to be fucking pissed ok? All the things they've done to me in life and still be shitty to me. Nabal should be my dad's middle name. He's stupid with stuff wasteful (already almost squandered his stimulus check on drugs cigs alcohol) but acts so noble to his drug acquaintances kissing their asses like hes a sweet angel but is a horrible human being to me his own offspring. I wish he wasnt my dad. Anyway nabal meaning (folly) Its who I'm reminded of in the biblical story of him and david when he denied him help for protecting his men and sheep I think . So David waa gonna kill him. But his wife Abigail heard and stopped abd intervened and helped him. Nabal later got what was coming to him. Like I think my dad will eventually for being so wicked mean and cruel and abusive to me. You'll only have yourself to blame dad nobody else though I'm not your judge i just know how you act and all the unjust things you've done to me in life including beating me and taking my life savings. Your day is coming and you'll really be sorry. You don't treat good people like crap and act like everything's all ok. I already know your digging your hole. You bought no car no nothing because you gotta be out when we get out this year. No I've been a perfect human myself either but I don't go around making my family's life hell when they've already got depression ptsd anxiety did etc. I get sick of abuse ok my feelings are valid. You don't tolerate people treating you like shit. I hope all your bad treatment you've given me you pay for somehow some way. If I could get out of here and not look back I would. But you people become dependant on me until you made me fall then only care about if I have money you can get off me when your broke stupidly wasting most of it. I wish grandma and grandpa could come down here and kick your ass dad for all you've done to me. I mean my gosh nobody ever did you all this way. Be wicked to your children don't think it won't return to you dad. I wish youd stayed in that homeless car 500 miles away. I told my aunt all he ever did we make my life hell. Surprise. I'm blocked on fb. Somebody needs to back hand the shit out of her. I hate my family they plain suck.
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