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i really hope no one from my school uses this sight lolol
anyway, so there's this guy group i'm sorta friends with not really, but i'm a close friend of one of them, let's call him E.
they always play horse on the basketball court and i've only played with them maybe 2 or 3 times ? they hold a reputation where they don't really "talk to girls" cause idk, but i always found that weird.
there used to be a girl group who dated boys in the guy group, but they all broke up so they don't talk to each other a lot i guess ? not sure, i don't really know all the fresh scoop sorry haha.
so i'm decent at shooting hoops and i play another sport competitively so i can't play "true contact" bball cause i don't want to get injured on accident, so i love playing horse.
anyway, i played horse with them today and i sunk so many 3-pointers and got a bunch of people out :)
HERE'S THE SIGNIFICANCE (aka, the actual good part).
idk why, but i kept getting smacked with the basketball and i hope none of it was on purpose cause it genuinely kinda hurt lol but it's okay i can handle it.
at one point, the guy passed it to me and i was focused on another part of the game and he threw it hard towards my chest and completely rammed into my boobs and- yeah it hurt a bit ahaa.
it's like when the boy has to pass the ball to me, they suddenly lose all their skills. it's irritating. anyway.
another time, was when the most arrogant and annoying of the boys, he passed the ball to me or maybe to the person behind me and it hit my forehead. it didn't hurt THAT much but my instinct is laughter, so i started laughing JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.
then the arrogant piece of poo was like, "oh come on it barely tapped you don't be so overdramatic, "
and one of my guy friends behind me was like "oh damn," in a he-didn't-have-to-say-that-cause-she-didn't-even-say-anything-and-the-arrogant-kid-should-actually-say-sorry-but-it's-funny-in-a-nonserious-way.
OH MY GOSH I WAS LIKE- 0_0
he got me SO MAD on the inside.
so what did i do? i was behind him in line, so i sunk another 3-pointer to get him out.
and he's like yelling cause he's loud, "OH MY GOSH ARE YOU KIDDING ME," and stuff like that and so i kinda cupped by hands around my mouth and said, "don't be so overdramatic" and my friend was like, "OHHHHHH DAMNNN"
and man i felt so- awesome haha. i guess it's cause the arrogant kid things he's always better than everyone. idk he's always trying to one-up people and it's irritating so.
but here's the BAD PART.
obviously i have a crush on someone in that boy group. OF COURSE. it's stupid i know, which is why i'm in the process of getting over him :D let's call him M. i want to get over him ASAP because i don't like the way he makes me feel when he's around me or when i'm around him. {i'm a chill, cool person and when there's any interaction with him like opening a door for him if i'm in front, then IT'S SO NOT SMOOTH and it's just frustrating cause it's like i can't act myself around him which is obviously the worst thing you could do if your crush is around you so. it's hopeless and he's into pretty blondes who do cheerleading or girls who are into airsoft and i'm neither of those types of girls so. rip}
let's just say he's really good at getting people out. SO OBVIOUSLY I DIDN'T MAKE THE STUPID 3 POINTER. i really want to beat him at horse, not because "oh yeah he'll finally notice me!" no. he knows i exist, but i think he doesn't like me? idk he's reserved but not really and i'm the last person in my grade to get the "latest scoop".
i want to beat him out of my own satisfaction. we barely talk, but when we have, he always one-ups me on his comments.
example: today, our class went outside to do something and were walking back to the classroom (and there's this little camera in the hallway from administration) and me and my guy friend were kinda playing around and i pretended to do this huge swinging punch at him and then he ran away for fun.
M was walking behind me sorta and was like "you know you did that in front of the cameras right // funny how they'll see you just did that in front of the cameras" or something like that?
i literally could've said or done ANYTHING. but you know what i did.
i turned around and quickly stuck my pinky finger up.
HOW PATHETIC. right after i did that, i thought, "you should've blown a kiss to the camera or something you dumbass"
if only i did anything else than just stick up my pinky at him.
anyway yeah that's it. a lot longer than i wanted it to be but yep. it's a bit irritating now, but these little things high school are fun haha. these little things are light hearted and i might not see it now, but i make sure to enjoy it ! time flies so i appreciate even the little events.
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