What are you looking for?
1 month ago · · Stress,
I don't know what to think. Why am I here? What am I accomplishing? Every day it's the same thing. Wake up (really early because I live far from school and if I come late I don't get a diploma), sit through mind numbingly boring classes, take the bus and train home, do homework and go to sleep. It's all so monotonous and there's never any breaks. I feel trapped in an endless hole, that just keeps going and going. There are some days that I'm super responsible and I do all my homework right away, but sometimes I just don't want to study or do my homework and I can't motivate myself to. I'll just be like ok so what will happen if I fail? I need to break out of this. I need something that will make me want to get out of bed in the morning. I feel like a bird that so wants to fly but I'm stick under a rock.