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1 month ago · · Need advise
Today I’ve thought about my death more time then I can count. From simply ceasing to exist to blowing my brains out in a random wood and the animals eating my remains. However none of that was depressing, or scary or really anything, it was just peaceful honestly. Even more so the last one, seemed almost perfect, my body becoming one with nature like it should be, right? I can’t talk to anyone about this, no one would really and there are only a few who would act like they do. Again this doesn’t bother me but these thoughts aren’t “normal” but why aren’t they? What’s wrong with me?