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i wish i was white and skinny and pretty. i’ve never hated someone as much as i hated myself. i would do anything to be someone else. i hate this body that i am. i hate who i am.
i’m not pretty.
i have bushy uneven eyebrows. i have a bump on my nose. i have dark circles. i have a lot of facial hair. my face is round and my cheeks are big. my face is lopsided and unsymmetrical.
my arms are fat and hairy so are my legs and stomach. my posture is terrible. my hair is dropping out a lot for some unknown reason.
my stomach isn’t skinny. i have hip dips and stretch marks. there’s no curves on me. i look like a man. maybe even a beast.
i hate how i look in dresses and skirts and anything feminine. my arms are too hairy and fat in dresses. i hate showing my legs because they’re not skinny.
i also hate how my hair never looks good styled or good at all.
i hate how i look in glasses. i hate my braces even though i’m getting them off soon, i hate how big my teeth are.
i’ve been wearing sweatshirts and sweaters since the third grade to hide my arm hair. i’m in ninth grade right now. over five years and i’ve been sweatshirts and long sleeves to cover my arms. i haven’t worn a dress in three years.
i’ve never been asked out. i’ve never had a boyfriend. no ones ever showed or had any attraction towards me. my friends were always prettier than me so guys treated them nicely while they bullied me.
i’m so insecure when meeting people online. i pretend that i’m some white blonde skinny girl. when i’m not. i’m a brown hairy beast. no one would ever feel attracted to me.
i just want to be pretty.
the only person that’s ever called me pretty was my sister. it was when i had a mental breakdown because i felt ugly. she’s the only person that i think genuinely meant it.
only one persons ever found my pretty. i’m so pathetic.
that’s the only compliment i ever ever received on my looks.
i hate who i am. i don’t want to be me anymore.
i wish i could just start over my life and be a white pretty girl.
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You can always use hair removal cream or shave your arms. Wait until you have finished growing and see how you look then. You can always visit a cosmetic surgeon. The main thing is to be you and if you are a kind and nice person people will overlook how you look. You could have a much happier life than any pretty skinny girl anyway. You never know.
ReplyI used to have huge bushy eyebrows. Got bullied for it at school since I was 8 and I was curvy but skinny. I got bullied for it and was treated really badly by my mum for it and felt shame for the way my body looked. So I started waxing my eyebrows and shaving them off compulsively, my mum would forcefully to with her friends til they were extremely thin. But most of all my mum was my biggest bully then. The truth is nobody’s actually ‘ugly’, beauty standards have been crafted for years to sell products and make our bodies seem as mere commodities. What race are you? I used to hate being the race I was too, wished I was white. Now look at everyone trying to get beautiful thick monobrows or thick bushy brows. You can’t let those people define you. Because at the end of the day they will cast judgement or say hurtful things but they’ll never be there for you. Truth is nobody gives a s___ but that’s more of a reason to not give a s___ about what they think and live your life or at least find something good about yourself. It’s tough being comfortable in your skin, I know for a fact I’m not always. With a world obsessed over materialism it’s an act of rebellion to simply be yourself because everyone is dying to be like each other whilst simultaneously proclaiming to be unique and hypocritical love yourself in ig posts
ReplyI wrote a really heartfelt comment and it’s real and it’s been flagged instantly
ReplyI am well past high school and I can tell you that the people who were pretty in high school ended up a lot more miserable than the rest of us who just accepted we were average. They spend a lot of time on looks and clothes instead of building up their character and then they got plastic surgery and now that we all all old they look very silly. And us ugly girls have friends we can laugh with and be ourselves and we don't have anything to hide. Not being pretty gives you an advantage in life in that you have to develop real skills and talents and relationships. I've never had to worry about anyone dating me for 'eye candy'.
ReplyIf everyone were to disappear from the earth except for yourself would you still hate yourself?
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