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Ofc everyone wants their first love to be special....but it looks like i messed up :/
it was 2 yrs ago i was happy by myself....but i met this boy n i just fell in love by the way he treated me (cuz i never had anyone who would do that to me...i mean the good stuff) he would never try to fail to notice any small change in me...we used to chat for hours n though we used to meet everyday we never went on a date
but i just didnt want to lose the chance so i confessed him...n we were dating privately
Later after few weeks...my boards were coming up so i need ed to focus on my studies i asked him to wait (btw he was way elder to me...um like around eight yrs) untill i was done...he sounded like he was supportive but idk wt happened he suddenly become so impatient like he wanted me to keep talking to him..not to text other guys n one day idk i just felt this insecure feeling...i tried to convince myself that its ntg...but that feeling would never leave me
so i thought let me just talk to him...but i never got the perfect chance...so i just ended things unfinish:(
i heard from ppl that he was depressed n was unhealthy. i was concerned tooo....but i felt that if i go once i wont be able to come back
so i left...i stopped seeing him...stopped those texting (nights n mrngs) literally just i put a big full stop!!
i felt lonely for a while but i was surprised that i got over soon
later for many weeks i used to regret....but thn i found out he was just passing time with...me...... :(
i did feel sad abt it ...i confronted him n he told that was lie...blah blahh blaaaah (uk it rgt)
This made me feel i did that RIGHT DECISION...i am so glad i broke up with him ps we dated only for a month or 2
AND I DEFINETLY DONT REGRET IT!! ^_^
i wrote this bcz..just to say ppl that not everything we wish for comes to reality
but remember things happen for a reason....so accept it n move forward :)
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