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I'd always masturbate, and i know it deep inside that at least 80% of the thimes i masturbated weren't because i was aroused, maybe i was a little but it's not the main reason, I don't know why I'd do it, it sometimes made me feel good, but after I'd feel sad and depressed, this time, I'm stressed and i know it, it's not just school that's stressing me, it's also my heart and brain that are stressing me, and they were always the main reason, but this time, i was so down that even though i tried watching porn, I couldn't even trick myself into thinking I'm feeling aroused, instead i felt more disgusted, i even wonder if I've ever been actually aroused, not just thinking i am, it really is tricky I don't know what I'm feeling about this specific thing, and right now I don't want to think about it, whether I'm getting really aroused or not, fuck everything, i have bigger things to worry about right now..
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masturbation is your simple way to relieve stress for a brief period of time.
I get it. I am not even aroused and I do it just to feel ecstatic for a short time.
ReplyYeah you're right, I sometimes wish i was doing it because I'm aroused.
Replydo you have to masturbate with porn or without? It could be that this is an escape from things in the real world? how serious are the bigger things to worry about?
ReplyIt is an escape most of the times, i enjoyed it sometimes tho, I don't have that many problems, but I'm a very emotional person so i feel things on a deeper level, I have worries about lots of things, and I'm kinda stressed but it's not a big deal, yesterday i was so down i almost cut myself, I'm glad I didn't I don't want to go back to the hole i was in last year.
ReplyAn emotional person, perhaps you maybe considered quite an empathic person. The good thing is that here you have an outlet to talk about it. What do you do to unwind ? have you ever looked into people who are considered highly empathic people
ReplyI usually draw, listen to music and sometimes write, tho I'm not good at writing but i like keeping them. It didn't really cross mt mind to do so, but I'd really like to look that up, thank you!
Replyalways welcome! keep drawing, keep writing as I find you to be very clear and concise !
ReplyI was going to reply yesterday but i was studying T~T
First of all thank you! I really appreciate you replying! Second, i found out that I'm more of a highly sensetibe person than a highly empathetic person, because i don't really take people's emotions, i can empathise with them and still be aware of my own emotions, tho it was really fun to learn about the difference, thank you so much ^_^
Replyagain always welcome and don't apologise, studying is very important. I am glad you are being able to find out more
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