Love

I thought you would be with me forever.I really wonder what's really happening with me and my life .I never asked you to talk to me. I never asked you to enter my life.I never asked you to love me.But you did.It was you.You are the one who entered my life. You are the one who said that you love me.you are the one that made me fall for you and Yeah AT LAST YOU ARE THE ONE THAT LEFT ME ALONE.I imagined my entire life with you.I was good to you in all ways.My heart always skip a beat when I see your text or whenever I see ur name on my phone.You showed me love.You said that you never wanna lose me.But all of a sudden you just left without a word.Not even a single word.You were very good to me and all of a sudden you disappeared.And then you came again and said that you love me a lot and again you disappeared and you came again after a few months and said you love me.And I never questioned you why u have been doing this.And then again I hoped u would come back.But no.. it's been a year and I never get a text from you.It hurts me seeing you online everyday and posting stuff in your feed and you even send me snaps everyday.But it's been a year since we have talked.you never text me .And even if I text you..you never seemed interested to text me back.you alwayss trying to ignore me.I want that same you back again.I wanted that guy who loves me.I want that guy back who said that he would never leave me.can you just imagine how could my heart tolerate this.Its really heartbreaking.I even don't know the reason why you have been doing this to me.I am not able to get over this.Though I am deeply hurt I really want you back.I thought my life would be happy with you but I am here crying for you.You know this effected my life a lot.I have been crying,depressed,effect my studies,career,anger issues,and relations with friends and parents.just sitting here waiting for you like a dumb.I always try to get over this. I have been trying trying trying.I have got all strength now and I am trying to get back track on my life.But I am Not able to do it completely cz I still need you.your thoughts are still striking my head.you roll in my head everyday.I care for you.No matter what you do I still love you.I really hope for us to be back again.I really hope you can understand my feelings.I really hope that the same person that once used to love me like I am the one..will be back.I MISS YOU SO MUCH.I LOVE YOU