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I have ptsd, and no one knows about it. no one. each time I had attacks, I hid it.
I've been struggling with it for nearly 4 years now.
and I'm starting 11th grade in a few months. e high school I'm going to is a usual option for one's senior year in highschool where I'm from
it just might all be in my head, but I can't get rid of the thoughts and the anxiety that one of my triggers will be enrolling in that school. also considering where he lives, it wouldn't be a surprise to study there
but each time I think of it, I'm this close to getting an attack
my elders sisters and mom went to that school too. and I've admired them.
and they wouldn't agree with me transferring just because I wanted to
but I can't bring myself to tell them about it.
my mom and older sister are in the field of psychology, so naturally ppl would say to go to them, but they have their own 17 year long opinion and judgement of me. it won't be so easy to change how they see me. I don't know if they'll understand me.
because my oldest sister bad depression for a year after losing her husband, and they weren't that kind or understanding about it
so I think, what more if it was me? they'll probably think it's ridiculous of me to get ptsd of something I decided to do
but I can't sleep, I can't focus because of the growing anxiety that one if the triggers will be there
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Hey, i don't know if it will help but i thik you should probably reach out to your sister, because you mentioned she went through terrible depression, maybeshe could undrstand you in a certain level and may be a big help. You said she is in a field of psychology and could understand your problem a little. To be honest, i feel like they should've have known you were having a problems because the effects of ptsd are somewhat easy to identify as a psychologist. I may be wrong but i feel like they aren't very attentive towards you. i feel very sorry for you but you need to be confrontational about it to your parents. I know it will be hard but i have no other sugesstions for you
ReplyI've come to realize that as well and I've been trying to muster up the courage. and this helped a lot for me to gain courage so thank you 😄
ReplyHope you are well. I wish you the best. Keep going <3
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